This is My Truth…Tell Me Yours

terkadang kita baru menyadari sesuatu yang kita miliki sangatlah berharga ketika sesuatu itu hilang

there is no-one left in the world

that i can hold onto

there is really no-one left at all

there is only you

and if you leave me now

you leave all that we were
undone

there is really no-one left

you are the only one

and still the hardest part for you

to put your trust in me

i love you more than i can say

why won’t you just believe?

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Tak pernah berhenti…seakan datang tanpa kuminta
Selalu ada saat kubutuhkan

Apa gerangan yang terlintas
Tataplah ke atas…sinar yang terang
Tunjukan apa yang kita cari
Apa yang telah kuberikan

Terbawa angin dan menghilang
Biarkan saja menghilang
Lihat ke atas sinar yang terang

Alhamdulillah akhirnya gw lulus ujian internasional CCNA…gw ga nyangka bisa lulus coz ngerasa ga yakin aja, tapi salah satu beban udah bisa lepas dari gw…gw bisa ngebuktiin ama org2 kalo gw bisa…hehehe…thanks juga buat adhit yg udah bagi2 info di milis…
karena lulus itu gw jadi mutusin pengen keluar dari gawean gw yg skrg…ga sreg, coz gw dah pusing bgt ama yg namanya programing…mungkin kalo udah dapet yg cocok kali ya gw baru merasa sreg…ya percuma aja gawe tapi dari hati merasa ada yg kurang…buat yg mau ujian lu pelajarin soal2 yg ada di pass4sure…itu hampir semua keluar dari situ…

Please show me how

Turn it back to ordinary

Just me killing all my sanctuary

Please lead me how

Giving courage to be haunted

Just me running from my deepest meanness

Why does its hard to explain?
Why does its hard to let go?

Rain comes falling

Cold surrounding my head

Can’t stop thinking

Fears emerging

Love still bleeding my mind

Can’t stop hiding

Why does its hard to explain?

Feel like I’m ignoring the reason why I’m standing here to breath the air

Why does it s hard to let go?
Let my ears still learning to listen how my heart try to escape from tears

ga ada yg bisa memperkirakan apa yg bakalan terjadi…tadi siang gw mau ke depok naek patas 9B jurusan kp-rambutan…dan gw ngeliat ada anak kecil bajunya lusuh n gw kira dia pengamen…ga taunya pas ditanya ama ibu2 dia tuh kabur dari rumah gara2 dipukulin mulu ama bapa tirinya, rumahnya jauh bgt di majalaya daerah selatan bandung (kalo ga salah)…

gila anak kecil kaya gitu  nekat kabur dari rumah n di jakarta tuh dia ga tau mau kemana…parah jaman sekarang masih aja ada kekerasan terhadapa anak kecil…

kenapa yah ketika org udah punya sesuatu yg udah didapetin dgn susah payah tapi malah disia-siain padahal di lain sisi ada org yg susah payah buat ngedapetin hal tersebut tapi ga pernah dapet2…?

kenapa ada org yg ga bisa ngasih kesempatan kedua buat org yg udah bikin dia muak akan sifat2 jeleknya…untuk merubah sifat2 jeleknya tersebut dan bikin dia percaya…?

kenapa disaat udah dikasih kenikmatan hidup ama Yang Maha Esa tapi masih aja mengeluh dan tidak pernah mensyukuri…?

kenapa org bisa berbuat hal2 yg bodoh ketika dia merasa patah hati…?

kenapa kita bisa mencintai lagi seseorang yg udah menyakiti hati kita didepan mata sendiri…?

what a day!!! what a fuckin day!!! hari ini bangun pagi2 dengan niat yg mantap untuk mengambil ijasah di kampus yg notabene ada di depok (jauh bgt dari bekasi!!!), dengan mengendarai sepeda motor…dan baru jalan 3 km, baru nyampe jalan baru…lalu tiba2 ban motor slip dan jatuhlah gw, patah pula step depan motor beserta remnya, langsung pulang ke bengkel, yg punya bengkel ga ada spare partnya, nyari keliling bekasi, dapet nkeluar duit 48rb buat barang yg kecil bgt (SIALAN!!!)

ini semua gara2 sisa2 sampah dari pasar yg ga dibersihin…kampret bener dah…
emang walikota bekasi geblek…udah ada pasar bisa2nya ngijinin org2 jualan di jalan…

To see you when I wake up

is a gift I didn’t think could be real

to know that you feel the same as I do

is a three-fold utopian dream

You do something to me

that I can’t explain

so would I be out of line,
if I said
I miss you

I see your picture, I smell your skin on

the empty pillow next to mine

you have only been gone ten days

but already I am wasting away

I know I’ll see you again

whether far or soon

but I need you to know
that I care
and I miss you

I don’t remember what day it was
I didn’t notice what time it was
All I know is that I fell in love with you
And if all my dreams come true
I’ll be spending time with you
Every day’s a new day in love with you
With each day comes a new way of loving you
Every time I kiss your lips my mind starts to wonder
And if all my dreams come true
I’ll be spending time with you

Oh I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
Oh I love you more today than yesterday
But darling not as much as tomorrow

Tomorrow makes each springtime just a day away
Cupid we don’t need you now be on your way
I thank the Lord for love like ours that grows ever stronger
And I always will be true
I’ll be spending time with you

Oh I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
Oh I love you more today than yesterday
But darling not as much as tomorrow

Every day’s a new day, every time I love ya
Every time’s a new way, every time I love ya…
very day’s a new day, every time I love ya
Every time’s a new way, every time I love ya…
Every time i love ya…